02.01.07 3:17 pm

i'm going to hawaii next week.

courtesy of my fairy-god-fairy jeffrey.

what
the
hell!!!!!!

i'm in shock.

oh my jesus i cannot WAIT to get the fuck out of this dark black place and sit in sand and sunshine and thundershowers for 7 whole days at a beach house on the north shore with my dearest friend and his dearest friends.

i love you jeffrey.

shit! sandals and sunblock and swimsuit oh my! better get to shoppin.

diversionary getaway.
a very good thing.

...the storm is upon you, silly girl,
and it is time.
bash open the windows.
scream to the wind.
ride every crest and fall with saltwater hair
rage untethered until every fiber within you is spent
until every smile has faded
every tear has fallen
every shudder has stilled
every love has died
and you find yourself emptied upon warm sand
your face turned to the sun...

and so to hawaii i go