02.15.07 8:08 am

got back to seattle late tuesday night, called in sick yesterday after attempting to get ready for work for 3 hours and still wasn't ready to go in. so instead i opted to mope around all day suffering from the triple-whammy of post-vacation blues, the dreaded v-day bullshit and a sick cat. good plan.

hawaii was perfect. too perfect, apparently, because its turned what used to be my paradise here in the northwest into an utter hellhole.

or it could just be my bad attitude. (ya think?)

i feel desperate to leave here. move away. back to cali. to sunshine. back to hawaii if i could.

i guess the bottom line is that something has got to change. and soon. because i'm not doin so hot these days.

need to turn this life o mine around. that much at least is getting very hard to ignore.

this was seattle the day i left:

and this was my backyard for the last 8 days:

you do the math.