10.09.09 - not currently interested
09.22.09 - the hardness
04.10.09 - W.W.J.D.?
10.21.08 - waiting to burst
07.27.08 - the last night i cry
07.26.08 - running in place
07.07.08 - yet another
03.18.08 - new ritual
03.09.08 - stop, look and write
11.18.07 - paper-maché milestone
08.30.07 - walking the seawall
08.02.07 - under a full moon
07.21.07 - blue bracelets
07.15.07 - spin cycle
03.24.07 - dénouement
03.15.07 - pinprick
03.15.07 - reminder
02.15.07 - desperate to leave
02.03.07 - diagnosis (revisited YET again)
02.01.07 - beach house in your soul
02.01.07 - black hole
01.18.07 - driftwood
01.07.07 - the travelers
01.05.07 - the quicksand of it all
12.31.06 - wasteland
12.29.06 - shitballs and coffee
12.25.06 - antidote
12.18.06 - hurricane
12.14.06 - gather them all together and weave
12.11.06 - with abandon
12.06.06 - list
11.09.06 - siren's cry
10.31.06 - thinking of dropping
09.11.06 - poem for today
08.28.06 - teetering
07.03.06 - every imbecilic blast
06.09.06 - miss jesus, to you
06.09.06 - broken middle aged pity party clusterfuck
03.13.06 - Jiving on down to the beach to see the blue and the gray
02.16.06 - sun on my bare feet
02.06.06 - weekend recap
01.22.06 - tempting not to jump in
10.22.05 - my unsettled
09.27.05 - wellness day
09.22.05 - doh!
09.21.05 - old coat
09.10.05 - from a party
09.03.05 - a visit revisited: for s
08.08.05 - dramatic pity
08.05.05 - obvious target
07.31.05 - familiar drift
07.20.05 - days of wine and lavender
07.18.05 - momma of stress
06.21.05 - all sunshine
05.27.05 - stop the world and melt with you
05.04.05 - structure of wood
05.02.05 - trance crap
04.26.05 - you'll wish it was only make-believe
03.06.05 - if you love someone
02.21.05 - good day sunshine
02.01.05 - why wilt thou sleep the sleep of death
01.07.05 - friday night fork in the forever road
12.22.04 - I am ashes where once I was fire
12.09.04 - sap and circumstance
12.04.04 - fun with the feline
12.01.04 - i'm sick of wishing
11.03.04 - when all else fails, and it appears that it has
09.30.04 - things that go thud in the night
09.20.04 - crunchy air
08.27.04 - office space
08.25.04 - cool deep stretch of boundless
08.05.04 - hands on ears
07.20.04 - meander over the lines
05.13.04 - on bombs, abuse and beheadings(where do we go from here)
05.03.04 - bottom line
04.29.04 - bonfire confetti
04.26.04 - sun on waterwish
04.19.04 - infectious feel good
04.05.04 - ravenous
03.17.04 - maireann croí éadrom i bhfad
03.11.04 - seeds
03.07.04 - theraflu elixir
02.17.04 - coughing squeaking footstep doorslam waterpipe bass beats
02.09.04 - limping tango
01.26.04 - jot the flashes
01.20.04 - just my
12.31.03 - hello goodbye
12.18.03 - older, hopefully wiser
12.01.03 - light candles and whisper
11.19.03 - pink sky white earth
11.06.03 - frozen and prickly
11.05.03 - in the small of each
11.01.03 - the moon is always female
10.30.03 - slip slidin away
10.10.03 - prayer in thunder
09.30.03 - september i'll remember
08.26.03 - rock n roll
08.04.03 - tangled around me
07.23.03 - the courtship of arthur's father
07.14.03 - the capper
07.14.03 - morning is broken
06.28.03 - sun in her hair
06.20.03 - denouement
06.18.03 - planting
06.17.03 - grrrrrrrrrrowl
06.02.03 - introduction
05.29.03 - here
05.23.03 - holiday
05.21.03 - in mourning
05.20.03 - into his tasty mouth
05.14.03 - brush of a hand
04.30.03 - vibration
04.29.03 - shakin that boy outta my head
04.28.03 - rules and guidelines
04.27.03 - uphill battles with uber artists (or: lungs don't fail me now)
04.23.03 - oh to be an ex pensive girl
04.18.03 - about a girl
04.11.03 - morning quickie
04.10.03 - april come she will
03.13.03 - mindbodysoul push and the duplicitous guise of finding a life as if the world and all its craziness does not loom larger every minute
03.06.03 - escapism and the not so successful art of hiding the need for contact
03.04.03 - woman inside
02.19.03 - doffing that annoying goddamn cape
02.14.03 - will you be mine
02.10.03 - house of cards
02.04.03 - the delirium of redemption
01.30.03 - starring alphonse as sir snidely toto
01.23.03 - pinprick vent
01.21.03 - slender finger curling
01.13.03 - i'll be here when you wake
12.29.02 - babies and cloudbursts
12.20.02 - nutshell of a week
12.18.02 - once more round the bend
12.17.02 - how to salsa dance
12.04.02 - life unscripted
12.03.02 - new life new home new mission
11.15.02 - little imp of mine
11.15.02 - cheesy late night entry. you've been warned.
11.07.02 - to appreciate the sun
10.29.02 - sunlight and shadow of the unknown and all is well
10.23.02 - morning is broken
10.16.02 - exit stage north
10.03.02 - from sunflowers to cinnamon
09.30.02 - swat the spider
09.24.02 - september letter number three
09.12.02 - a night in the life
09.06.02 - piecing denouement
08.31.02 - going through the motions (not very well, apparently)
08.27.02 - one by one all day
08.23.02 - tomorrow never knows
08.15.02 - untethered into yawning dark
08.12.02 - waiting to exhale
08.09.02 - fifteen days to go.....(maybe)
08.07.02 - the picture
08.06.02 - chillin
08.05.02 - crave
08.05.02 - treading the deep water
07.31.02 - please make it stop
07.24.02 - velvet and gossamer
07.19.02 - the incredible lightness of loving
07.11.02 - !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
07.11.02 - a peak at my heart
06.14.02 - cue the sun
06.06.02 - taking measure
05.30.02 - mind trippin on 48 hours of awake
05.29.02 - insert foot into mouth
05.29.02 - loopy late night stealthy re-entry
05.03.02 - to begin the begin again
04.10.02 - talking fast and without thinking
04.02.02 - birthday girl
03.29.02 - gotta start somewhere
03.23.02 - v to the rescue
03.21.02 - midnight at the oasis
03.18.02 - intermission
03.13.02 - will try again later
02.27.02 - alight and flit
02.21.02 - squishy footprints and drippy hair
02.19.02 - stick a fork in her, she's done
02.06.02 - staring at abyss
01.28.02 - morning frost
01.21.02 - silver burst morning and she breathes before moving
01.15.02 - unfolding the fetal position
01.06.02 - happy new year
12.24.01 - and a drag queen in a pear tree
12.18.01 - sing along
12.17.01 - cosmopolitan good byes
12.16.01 - bed. novel idea.
12.14.01 - a little dose of christmas cheer
12.13.01 - guess it was time for a change...
- the art of making art and fresh starts
- new moon manifesto
- steaming hot dogs and a homeless man
- the girl gets a workout
- flimsy scarves and soggy loafers
- brief painful wake up during the comatose work day
- bloats and sighs the day after
- holiday saviors and caffeine highs
- lauren has entered the building
- this autumn life
- on the cusp of weekend
- finding your soul on this day of the dead
- this moment
- calling out the gods
- it must be monday
- wanted: all possible diversions
- finding happiness in the little things
- power me up, baby
- group hugs, punk cats and power lattes
- crawling away from the edge
- drowning in sleep
- escaping groundhog day
- the bitter and until now avoided pill
- the end and beginning of mourning
- flood and retreat
- the end of one week, beginning of another
- hugs across america
- pray
- august, dies she must
- family 'funtime' survivor.
- pity me
- waiting for never-never-land
- enter V
- oodles of sloth and angst and wistful for bon bons
- good medicine
- percocet pause
- marie antoinette here
- mocha magic
- road rules: found poetry
- time to wake up and shake that groove thang
- breadcrumbs in the dark
- it's quest time
- cobalt vent
- tearing down the walls
- the entry where i frequently use the term suck ass
- disjointed me
- stillness in flurries
- baptism
- bio
- blessed closure
- sleepy sun day ache
- meet buffy the insect slayer
- mission statement
- maybe if i stay awake, monday won't come
- because i'm good enough, i'm smart enough, and dawggonit, people like me
- swan song
- like some cheese with that whine, girlie?
- on sunsets and soulsisters: a gush of sorts
- please someone. rub my feet.
- a little sweetness on the longest day
- the envy game. players needed: one
- a decree of sorts
- hoisting the white flag
- the entry in which this girl contemplates a life of lesbian love
- unraveling
- sinking back into my life
- the price of gracelessness
- june... she'll change her tune...
- spirit bird journey
- the return of gimp girl
- i want to be june melby
- in the words of shirley maclaine ala postcards...'i'm still here'
- festival survivor
- shhh. don't wake her. she's sleeping.
- lauren lounges in the lair of lyrical loudness
- a positive whirlwind of sorts
- finding the passionate difference
- peeling off the layers
- easter morning report. just the facts, ma'am.
- just for the possibility of a kiss
- all in a day's work
- somebody get this girl a bed and a week off. stat!
- sweet lord. it's finally happened. she's cracked.
- prelude to a kiss
- girl in the snowglobe
- autistic ingenius fur people who rule the world and other jaw-dropping revelations
- shhhh. no one say monday.
- the hidden stirs
- he never called
- he wrote back. now what.
- dork chat
- eihwaz speaks